Okay, so u like reading right!? Here's a piece I've made just for you. By yours truly...
Please take a moment to read this from start to finish—it may be a bit lengthy, but it’s something I want to share, and I hope this makes you smile.
I poured my emptiness onto the page, filling it with words and spaces. Now, the emptiness is gone, leaving me lighter and this page heavy with what once weighed me down... :) Thank you for taking a moment to glimpse into my heart and soul!
You'll be doing a lot of scrolling from here on out... I hope you'll forgive me for that.
Okay, so I really need to tell you something, and I want to be honest… I might be delusional or something, but I hope you don’t find me too over the top… hahahaha!
I’m not sure if you’ve noticed, but I really like going out with you. I’m usually talkative and know how to handle conversations and whatnot. But something’s with you that’s making the butterflies fly and making me nervous lately, especially when you are in front of me.
My mind is usually full of ideas to share and talk about, but lately, I’ve been worried that anything I do might give you a reason to dislike me, especially because of that awkward first conversation we've had—a mistake I’ve regretted up until this very moment. I just want you to know that my intentions now are nothing but pure.
What's next might sound a bit O~A, but screw it... I mean it from the bottom of the Mariana Trench to the heights of Mount Olympus...
I hate keeping this from you, but I truly admire everything I've come to know about you in such a short time;
The way you conquer the world of solitude with your cat and your book...
The way you spend time with me and make sure I don’t spend a peso on you...
The way you express yourself in a way that’s super genuine with your cute smile...
The way you tell stories about your travels...
The way you vocally enunciate the phrase “thank you” to all service crew peeps who assist you...
The way you share personal experiences to connect...
The way you associate things with your experiences–Kulafu...
The way you go to church when it's not even Sunday…
The way you wear your polo–tucked in neatly...
The way you get your shiny hair done to the sides...
The way you smell when you pass by...
Just the way you are...
I honestly can't think of a single reason not to like you.
I'm not usually like this, but you've awakened my inner writer and brought out my affectionate, creative side. All I can say is that this is one of my plot twists and one of my highlights this year, and it's definitely worth writing a journal for...
I'm saying this cause...
I feel time flies so fast when I'm with you...
Cliché, I know right... But sometimes, the most cliché expressions are the ones that resonate the most with our personal experiences
That's crazyyyy... ikr...
Lately, I've had plenty of extra time and long weekends, so I decided to take a break and spend it with friends and, of course, with you. I wanted to shift my focus away from work and clear my mind from burnout. But by the end of the day, I realized that I was having the most fun just talking to you. That led me to write this—something I originally thought about putting on postcards. It might sound a bit strange and weird, but I actually felt a real sense of relief in doing so.
I just have to say, over the past few weeks, I've really loved spending time with you. I know it’s still super early and cringe to give you this letter cause we’re still about three weeks of knowing each other, but I thank God and He knows how deeply thankful I am to get to know someone whose interests and vibe actually aligned with mine. Thank you for being you!
A month ago, you were just a stranger, but now it feels like I've known you forever. It’s a rare and wonderful thing to meet someone as genuine as you...
Well the thing is, nagka crush nako nimo...
IDK kung marupok ragyud ko, or naa koy attachment issues, or pa fall ra gyud ka, or OA rajud ko, or tungod ni kay hubog ko, or basin nabuang na siguro ko, or tungod kay sige rakog selpon these days... hahaha!
I really hope I don't jeopardize the bond we already have, and I wish for things to stay the same between us. I sure hope to get your trust… I know that all the odds point out that I have a 99% chance of being rejected, but I like risking the remaining 1% just for you. I feel that it’s all worth the emotional energy to tell you how you bring sunshine to me and the people around you, and I want you to know that... I’d rather be hurt knowing that I’ve told you how I feel now than let these feelings go unspoken... I usually think logically and rationally as a programmer, but lately, I don’t see things logically with how I approach you on how I feel.
Needless to say, you’re like a book from my favorite author and genre, the kind whose synopsis alone captures my full attention. I’m drawn to every chapter, and I’d love to explore every sequel, prequel, and spin-off your story has to offer...
I feel so pressured. hahaha! I hope wala naabot nimo ang pressure.
I’m really happy to share with you that I have a crush on you. It took a lot of courage from my entire existence for me to say this, and I hope it brings a smile to your face. ;)
I don't usually give confessions because I'm used to admiring people from a distance. But something's telling me that you deserve all the best words in the world.
Let me tell you something not so random... since our bond usually involves food. lol.
So, I've come to notice that you like Jollibee...
It’s funny—I'm actually a huge Super Meal and C2 Jollibee fan. But there’s something about the McDonald’s at Quezon Park that’s always had a special place in my heart. I used to spend quiet, solo nights there many times at 2 AM, tucked away in a dim, relaxed corner, just me and my laptop against the world. It was a peaceful escape, different from Jollibee, where the aura didn’t feel as welcome to me as a student back then. When that McDonald’s closed, it hit me hard. No other branch has ever felt quite the same...
I guess I’ve been chasing shadows from that McDo branch ever since... and so, I think I should let it go eventually...
Will you go out on a date with me sa Jollibee?
(PS: September 3 quick update, you invited me over sa Jobee this coming Thursday... IDK if you've read this already, but whyyyy?)
Don’t feel pressured. I’d rather take risks and be honest than leave things unsaid.
If you feel the need to hurt me to kill all these feelings, please do so now...
I respect your time, effort, energy, money, and mental well-being, and I will accept whatever you offer with an open heart...
I hope, though, that whatever path we take, we can still remain friends–hopefully for a lifetime.
With all my heart and everything words can't describe,
P.E.C.A.
